As the minutes slowly ticked by, the feelings of fear and apprehension get stronger as I am about to embark in the next phase of my life. Many viewed it enviously as a fantastic getaway while there seems to be alot left in me that makes me want to stay. I wonder if it is this last-minute panic attacks that is holding me back or rather just my reluctance to uproot myself from my current comfort zone.
After experiencing so much of God and His goodness in the Tanglin Halt Camp 2007, a huge part of me wants to stay behind and continue serving Him. God really knows the bigger picture as I recounted how He placed me in Tanglin Halt Ministry and then asking me to forgo the Germany trip to serve Him in the camp comm. As I looked back now, I can only praise God and say that everything is worth the sacrifice. Serving Him is really a pleasure and a task that never wears you out.
However, as I take on the next step to continue my walk with Him, there are many things that God has placed into my heart for me to figure out. There are many unanswered doubts but as I was reading His word, He reassured me in Jer 29: 11 that He has plans for me, plans to prosper and not to harm me.
Hence, as my sisters serve in Worship 2007 as well as go through their baptism, I can only pray and ask God to let us see Him more and more.
Keep each other in prayer for prayer never fails. He is a father who loves, who provides, who heals, who saves and one who redeems. Most importantly, he is a God who listens when we pray unto Jesus's name.
In His Love,
God's sunshine
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